Mm, I am not sure. Claude and Jung Yuan both offered their homes to me, so I am considering that. I am not against staying here, I am just not great at sitting around...
I'm gonna assume they'll give you guys redemption after everything went to absolute shit.
[ it would be a little crazy to punish people when the whole process went wrong from beginning to end, he thinks... they're not even technically out of the woods yet. but also, he looks at them. ]
You don't have some crazy, unresolved mission you gotta get back and finish? [ most people seem to. ]
I actually finished my crazy mission before coming here.
[ get on saber's level, everyone else. ]
But things are complicated for me now that it's over. I do not even know if I can exist even if I am revived back there, because the thing that kept me in that world no longer exists. So it may be safer to go elsewhere or stay here.
[ does not make you explain fate/ lore he just accepts that this is a weird situation ]
If it helps you decide, Heaven's like this but without the, uh... scheduled murdering and executions. [ still chaotic, but peaceful. ] Bigger though. It pretty much just expands to have what you want, from what I can tell.
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Man, you can really put it away...
[ SABER YOU ARE ALWAYS EATING ]
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[ no everyone in canon also thought they ate too much.
they will get cupcakes and then settle over next to till, handing him one. ]
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Yeah? Half the people I knew back home were on diets.
[ toxic idol training... ]
Still nice to just let loose and do and eat whatever these days.
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[ munch munch munch ]
You should do what you want when you can, I think. Spoil yourself.
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I'm just taking it slow because I don't wanna get sick.
[ amused. not everyone can eat and drink a near infinite amount. ]
Heaven's nice. All we do nowadays is spoil ourselves. Are you thinking you're gonna stick around, or you going back with the rest of 'em?
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[ they got so antsy in the graveyard ]
That's if I get redemption, anyway.
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[ it would be a little crazy to punish people when the whole process went wrong from beginning to end, he thinks... they're not even technically out of the woods yet. but also, he looks at them. ]
You don't have some crazy, unresolved mission you gotta get back and finish? [ most people seem to. ]
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[ get on saber's level, everyone else. ]
But things are complicated for me now that it's over. I do not even know if I can exist even if I am revived back there, because the thing that kept me in that world no longer exists. So it may be safer to go elsewhere or stay here.
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[ does not make you explain fate/ lore he just accepts that this is a weird situation ]
If it helps you decide, Heaven's like this but without the, uh... scheduled murdering and executions. [ still chaotic, but peaceful. ] Bigger though. It pretty much just expands to have what you want, from what I can tell.
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[ hmm. they eat another piece of cupcake. ]
Although... are you being offered the chance at going back, since you were sucked into this?
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[ otherwise, would he return to his horrific life and abandon ivan again to be heterosexual for a girl who will never love him back? i mean maybe ]
I was never a part of this project anyway...
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[ rip to our tutorial crew ]
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Oh. I was never forced to go to those, so... I didn't think about it.
[ the way trial was optional for me i just FELT BAD ]
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and they reach over to pat him. ]
You are so kind.
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Y-You said that in your letter already...
[ embarrassing?? ]
I guess I could ask Gabe about it.
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[ sitting there while people screamed about murder and cursed him specifically despite being new. ]
And like I said, I so appreciate how much you worked during my trial... you really examined those wood chips.
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The wood chips... [ the wood chips that he figured out nothing about ] It's kinda embarrassing that you guys watched us scramble.
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[ munches on the cupcake. ]
I learned a lot.
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Learned a lot about crime, or us?
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[ it was
enlightening ]
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[ puts a cupcake in their mouth. he doesn't want to hear the truth. ]
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Anyway. You're not nervous about this weekend or anything?
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However, my death was not a surprise to me. I had accepted it when it happened, so I am not as desperate to get my life back as others may be.
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You accepted it...?
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