[ of course you would pick an ending that is capital letters SAD. he is not a warrior by any means, but while he can't fully comprehend everything happening and being felt, there's still the basic idea of saber killing their friend and their melancholy after, and he is processing that as he looks at them. ]
... he was my Master. The entire time I knew him, he was good and just. Always helping others. Scolding me for being too reckless. The most dependable person you'd ever meet.
It was a lie. In the end, all he cared for was the sword, and all he wanted was a world where he could find people he could cut down. I had to kill him.
[ till's 'best friend' is very unwell so he frowns, understanding to some degree but generally grumpy about it in the way that yaywon will block someone for being mean to her friends. ]
Fine, don't forget him. Be friends with me instead then.
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[ rip to our tutorial crew ]
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Oh. I was never forced to go to those, so... I didn't think about it.
[ the way trial was optional for me i just FELT BAD ]
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and they reach over to pat him. ]
You are so kind.
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Y-You said that in your letter already...
[ embarrassing?? ]
I guess I could ask Gabe about it.
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[ sitting there while people screamed about murder and cursed him specifically despite being new. ]
And like I said, I so appreciate how much you worked during my trial... you really examined those wood chips.
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The wood chips... [ the wood chips that he figured out nothing about ] It's kinda embarrassing that you guys watched us scramble.
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[ munches on the cupcake. ]
I learned a lot.
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Learned a lot about crime, or us?
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[ it was
enlightening ]
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[ puts a cupcake in their mouth. he doesn't want to hear the truth. ]
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Anyway. You're not nervous about this weekend or anything?
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However, my death was not a surprise to me. I had accepted it when it happened, so I am not as desperate to get my life back as others may be.
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You accepted it...?
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wait actually technically stops at 33:40 because saber vanishes after that. ]
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You... disappeared after that?
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Mm. I showed up here shortly after.
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Why did it turn out that way?
[ as much as he's watched friends having to hurt each other, it's obviously different from alien stage. ]
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It was a lie. In the end, all he cared for was the sword, and all he wanted was a world where he could find people he could cut down. I had to kill him.
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What the hell? That guy sucks.
[ swords are cool but consider being killing less for fun. ]
He made you cry for something like that?
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He was the best friend I ever had. I cannot bring myself to hate him, so I will just have to figure out how to carry this.
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Fine, don't forget him. Be friends with me instead then.
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Then we are friends, Till.