he hmmmms, clearly trying to figure out how to put this. ]
I'm really good at music, but I hated doing it for the fucking vultures that were my audience. I guess it's kind of like that. You're good at fighting, but it'd be better if you did it for yourself.
[ and not their dad or some guy with a sword boner. ]
[ for ease of explanation, here is a memshare, but it's blink gone so you don't have to watch it at 2:30am. it's the same stock of every alien stage round: an audience full of excited segyein, his owner watching from the box seats, death of one kind of another. ]
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[ grabs him and pulls him back down. ]
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[ he huffs and gets flopped back down. it is STILL AFFECTION WEEK so he'll land a little closer to them. ]
Tell me something about you.
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I'm not sure what to share. My entire existence has mostly revolved around fighting.
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What'd you fight for?
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I think we should try finding you some hobbies.
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hobby... ]
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[ NONSWORD HOBBIES ]
...I respect the passion for swords. I just wish you didn't have to do the fighting parts so much.
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[ they are extremely good at it. they brag because they know they are amazing. ]
I am good at petting dogs.
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he hmmmms, clearly trying to figure out how to put this. ]
I'm really good at music, but I hated doing it for the fucking vultures that were my audience. I guess it's kind of like that. You're good at fighting, but it'd be better if you did it for yourself.
[ and not their dad or some guy with a sword boner. ]
You should keep petting dogs too.
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What was your audience like?
[ he keeps referencing them. ]
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Just a bunch of people who ate up suffering.
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but saber will just curl around till a little more closely. affection week. ]
That was how you died...?
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he's a little startled at first, but he'll pause and put an arm over them. ]
Yeah. ...All that bragging and I still lost.
[ his confidence hasn't taken a blow but it still sucks. trauma did this. ]
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[ something that obviously means a lot to him... and it's part of what ended up killing him. ]
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Tough guy getting all sad again...
[ he's okay, he died happy. ]
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[ sniff!!! learn the difference!!!
they poke him back. ]
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I know! I know.
[ he will give them a hug since they're in the right position for it. it's still kind of shy but affection week give me 4am strength. ]
...Thanks. [ I'll miss you, Saber. ]
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I'll miss you too, Till.
[ sorry we did not have more time. ]
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Don't call me out...
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You called me out first.
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That doesn't count!!
[ sniffles and bats their head ]
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