[Lucas is over at the gazebo shortly after trial! Just taking a little time to decompress because his blood pressure really shot through the roof and almost killed his ass where he stood... He's just kind of staring absently in some direction, but his attention shifts to Saber pretty quickly when they appear and he's gesturing toward the seat beside him soon.]
[He's quiet for a second at that. It's not really that he's angry with anyone, but losing one student and realizing just how powerless he was in the face of potentially losing a second is not a pleasant pill to swallow.
He folds his hands together.]
It's bound to be a risk given the way we're meant to handle things.
[Even just today, Yves' absolution gave way directly to Neverah's condemnation. He's grateful for Yves' continued survival, but he knows Neverah's affliction and soon likely death will do a lot of harm, all the same.]
It is... People are quite good at checking in with one another, even then, though. It's a heartening thing to see.
Where I was before this was really the first time I've been around very kind people, but it was only a small handful I dealt with. So this was a large jump.
This is pretty sad to hear though... Everyone stop coming from a long life of unkindness challenge. He's quiet for a second or two, considering.]
...I'm glad that you were able to experience a bit of kindness before arriving here, but I can imagine that it must be quite an adjustment. Overwhelming, yes? Especially since so many here tend to fuss...
[Said with the full acknowledgement that he is a huge fusser himself.]
[AND THERE ARE SO MANY OF THEM WHO ARE YE OLDES... NOT THE DINOSAUR.]
I do wish that we had a kinder adjustment period. And trial period as well, in all honesty... It would take eight weeks alone just to adjust to the technology level, let alone everything else. [Another little pause.] Do you dislike it...? Or are you able to enjoy it even though it's troublesome to adjust to?
I consider myself very lucky to be able to meet you all. Whether or not we become close or just friends, it's been a blessing to know more people. But there are so many negatives...
[IT SURE IS. HE'S TIRED EVERY DAY BUT ESPECIALLY FRIDAY THROUGH SUNDAY.]
I'm doing as well as can be expected. [Despite the mild dissociation there toward the tail end of trial, he is still emotionally level.] There are days that are difficult, but that can be said for any one of us.
I appreciate that you're checking. [Said with a note of fondness.] You're also very good at being a source of comfort, even if you aren't used to so many of us fussing in such a large group.
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w2 sat!
Would you like to sit?
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but saber will sit down at the gestured spot. ]
Thank you. [ ... ] Long day.
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He just nods, though. Long day!]
Saturdays have been, but this one did feel particularly long.
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[ when there was only one body too... ]
We as a group were very close to making a grave mistake.
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He folds his hands together.]
It's bound to be a risk given the way we're meant to handle things.
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[ yves was... so nice about it. it could have been so easy to have gotten angry. ]
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[There is very little, he thinks, that could make any of this any easier to deal with.]
...These are very painful trials to endure, for everyone.
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[ the difficulty of having so many feelings running against each other. ]
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It is... People are quite good at checking in with one another, even then, though. It's a heartening thing to see.
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It's actually a little scary how good everyone is at that.
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His brow furrows a bit, mostly unseen behind his stupid fringe.]
Do you find it to be?
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... I'm not really used to it.
Where I was before this was really the first time I've been around very kind people, but it was only a small handful I dealt with. So this was a large jump.
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This is pretty sad to hear though... Everyone stop coming from a long life of unkindness challenge. He's quiet for a second or two, considering.]
...I'm glad that you were able to experience a bit of kindness before arriving here, but I can imagine that it must be quite an adjustment. Overwhelming, yes? Especially since so many here tend to fuss...
[Said with the full acknowledgement that he is a huge fusser himself.]
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[ this game is so anti older what the fuck is a qr code ]
I don't know if I'll get used to it any time soon.
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I do wish that we had a kinder adjustment period. And trial period as well, in all honesty... It would take eight weeks alone just to adjust to the technology level, let alone everything else. [Another little pause.] Do you dislike it...? Or are you able to enjoy it even though it's troublesome to adjust to?
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I consider myself very lucky to be able to meet you all. Whether or not we become close or just friends, it's been a blessing to know more people. But there are so many negatives...
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There are... I do think there's merit in valuing the good we're able to get out of this situation regardless of the bad, but the bad does weigh heavy.
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[ ... ]
How are you doing, Lucas?
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I'm doing as well as can be expected. [Despite the mild dissociation there toward the tail end of trial, he is still emotionally level.] There are days that are difficult, but that can be said for any one of us.
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[ lucas is always mother henning... ]
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I appreciate that you're checking. [Said with a note of fondness.] You're also very good at being a source of comfort, even if you aren't used to so many of us fussing in such a large group.
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But this is what I mean!
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[ bitch. ]
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Oh... But I was merely pointing something out after having answered your question. There wasn't much else to say about myself?
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